|Please come back sun.|
If a man has talent and can't use it, he's failed. If he uses only half of it, he has partly failed. If he uses the whole of it, he has succeeded, and won a satisfaction and triumph few men ever know.
Perhaps, just perhaps, one of the toughest tasks the solopreneur (or storyteller in my case) is staying on a roll. This is probably particularly true for those of us who work from home and who have abundant distractions available when the going gets tough. Or when we just become overcome with lassitude.
During this past week, one which began with my making a commitment to write on my blog every day, I:
laid to rest my Mom's husband;
participated in caring for my son Gabriel who some how found a way to contract parvo virus*;
won a nice new piece of business;
managed to get a few invoices out;
had my car experience a "system failure"; and,
just barely put off putting a bullet in my brain because of all of this g.d. rain.
So, no, I didn't write on my blog everyday.
So, yes, I failed to fulfill my commitment to my Muses and Masterminds group.
So...here comes the but...I'm still better off than I was a week ago because I've managed to rekindle my writing spirit.
We independents need to find sources of inspiration for those moments when the torpor of the everyday can come swirling into our offices like a miasma of thought-clogging fog. Here's what's helped me out.
The support and encouragement of my family.
My son recovering nicely. (P.S. more on the asterisk later.)
The gentle nudging of my peers.
The confidence shown by a new client.
The gratitude felt for a returning client.
The promise of sun by the weekend.
So, no, my talents were not wholly employed but perhaps I can look at this past week as a partial success and build upon this momentum to make next week more complete.
At least, that's what I think.
*I had no idea humans could get parvo virus. I thought only dogs and cats got it. It's also called 'slap cheek' which sounds kind of mean but really is a good description 'cause Gabe's cheeks looked like he'd been on the wrong side of a scornful woman's lashing out. Anyway, he's much better today and he too is looking forward to a much better week ahead.